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Monday, December 07, 2009

Now finally I know How I actually feels..
I feel JEALOUS!! I didnt know I can get jealous over alittle thing .. I didnt know the jealous is over on his "D"..
I really feel jealous when he show more attention more love more everything to her yet to me..
WHY & HOW can I have such feeling??
I SHOULD'NT have.. Coz who m I to him? Juz a gf .. What are gf to him ? Just a girl companion ? Just a helper of his? I dont even know..
How Can I know i am important? How can I prove that ?? Everything are still a Question Mark.. ????????

writtern @09:00

Monday, November 30, 2009

Sometimes, I am really thinking.. Am I really asking too much , Am i really demanding? I only want a boyfriend who is sweet, caring & attentive towards me .. Its tat too much?
I hate the feeling that I have to only accomodate yet no choices..
He always assume that I am happy.. Can I say NOT happy ?? NO!! I dont even have the right to show my unhappiness or even say out my feeling.. Bcoz pouring out unhappy to him is nagging & demanding..

I Hate the feeling that I m only a gf yet I need to act independently..
I Hate the feeling when I wish he can pay more attention to me yet I get nothing..
I Hate the feeling I hate being hurt .. He hurts me more than loves me.. Being with him I see no bright future,, Being with him I dont think we are compatible.. Why??
BCOZ
I am someone who have my own decision,
I am someone who wants be the leader,
I am someone who hate to be insult & critize
I am someone who loves the center of attention
I am someone who hate being provoke,
I am someone who accomdate ppl when they accomodate ..


This are all he cant make it to make me happy..

writtern @14:34

Monday, November 23, 2009

I hate to grow fat.. I hate my tummy..
How I wish I can have flat & firm tummy..
When can i have ???

I am damn fat now.. No use of telling myself to control diet.. In the end.. I crave for more and fattening food.. I am eating Chocolate everyday.. Coming thurs will be going to Genting.. Dec 10 will be flying off to Hong Kong.. 25 Dec celebrating Christmas.. 31 Dec to 1st Jan BBQ with Family.. How to diet ?? HOw can i slim down?? HOW ???

writtern @14:50

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I didnt know consume Dark Chocolate as in Cocoa is a gd benefit for health ..

The research found that people who consume more are less likely to have heart disease as it lower down the blood pressure...

From now on.. Everyday have to eat Dark Chocolate.. wahahaha

writtern @09:06